De me rite now

Sorry

2011-11-09T04:37:00.000-08:00

To those friends that I have ignored or stopped talking to you in the past, I am so sorry. Its just that I think that you people are better off without me. Some, is because you already have your partner and I think you deserve more time with your partner. For the girls, I don't find you anymore is because you have your boyfriend and your boyfriend are my friend. Just in case I fall for you, it would ruin my friendship with you and also your boyfriend which happens to be my friend......

Randomly typing whatever that I think is in my mind...LOL

Random blabber

2011-09-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

I wanna be your radio, singing songs that you love to listen.
I wanna be your mirror, so I can look at your pretty face everyday.
I wanna be your phone, so you would hold me every time.
I wanna be your clothes, so I can hug and give you warmth every second.
Most of all, I wanna be with you...

Don't know

2011-06-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

Haiz...Don't know what happened la...today frisbee like all no mood to play only. Play until also like not fun only. It really is unfair la. If you don't wanna play then don't come la. Spoiling people's mood only. If wanna play means play seriously la. Don't just stand there do nothing waiting for the disc to fall to your hand magically...gosh

Confused

2011-05-30T22:07:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I should do or even say right now in this situation I'm in. I am confused like crazy, but the best part is I don't even know why am I confused. Spent the whole night thinking bout it without sleep and I guess I still don't have the answer yet. Haiz...don' care la. Later chill my mind off by going frisbee

Back...I guess?

2011-05-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...I guess I'm back after so so so so so long already. Hahaha...Semester holidays now...kinda boring la right now...no plans no nothing. I guess plans only start during the middle or end of holidays..LOL. Don't know what to say here so I guess I'm just randomly blabbing things out. Wish to go visit Godma but both jiejie is not free...gosh>< How la?? Movies~ cant wait for ya^^

140th post...LOL...

2010-10-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

Ok..my exams in on the way, and what am I doing? For sure it isn't studying. Haiz...so gonna fail the exams this time. Lord, bless me and forgive me, a sinner. Wanna work la year end. You all got any suggestions?

You all remember the novel I got as a present? Don't bother asking...I haven't finish reading even half the novel....very very complicating...gosh>< I wonder what happened to the old me...

Nowadays, I feel like a loser. Though i'm not denying the fact that I am one though

Gahhh

2010-10-06T21:16:00.000-07:00

Man, I'm supposed to be studying during this hols and yet what have I been doing for this past 2 days??*drum rolls* Yes, DotA. Crap, how am I supposed to ace my exams with playing DotA?? My gosh.

Midvalley with big group

2010-09-09T02:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to Midvalley with my friends. We were supposed to reach KTM by 9am. And I'm supposed to be ready by 8.45 because my sister is sending me that time. And so I woke up at 7.45 and went down to brush my teeth. Then went up back and online la. About 8.15 I went to bath and after that I did something crazy which I should not do and then change and style up my hair which failed. And went down and go in the car. After that, reached KTM at about 8.55 and they say they can't recognise me...Really ah? LOL. Then went in train at about 9.20 and reach there at about 9.50. Went in toilet straight because Lai and Wayne needs to pee pee. Then went to cinema straight to buy the tickets. And we were so lucky to be able to get a friend to let us cut queue. We got the last row for all of us(Me, Kong, Lai and Wayne) and then got scolded by Lai. Great...-.-' Then went to arcade and shoot a few loops...I suck...hand still injured. Then the girls called me to pick their tickets up and paid me la. Play game half way have to stop because they are calling me><. Then went down to Teppanyaki at about 11.30 and only ordered drinks...what the... Finished drinking and went back to the cinema at about 12.20 and waited for the cinema to open only we buy our popcorns. After that went in the cinema and waited approximately about errr...20 minutes only the show starts. The show was real funny. This is not those typical comedy show where you will laugh from the start to the end. It has some 'awww' scenes and some love scenes and some competition scenes all mashed into a movie. Which is rather bizzare. After that went for our lunch at McD just to save money. LOL. After that went to play bowling with the girls and pwn-ed them. HAHAHAHA. The scores...no idea which is whose..got 9X,7X,6X,5X,4X and 3X and mine? 12X...wooots. Totally pwn-ed them. And after that went back Kajang and waited for all the girls to go back first only call mom. Then suddenly my sister also reach Kajang that time. Lol. What a coincidence. Came back home and paited my finger nails...LOL

Overnite

2010-08-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

On Saturday, I went to the Jusco at Taman Maluri approximately about 4 o'clock with motor. My dad sent me there of course. The journey took me bout 45 minutes la. So i reached bout 4.45. I went there to wait for my Godma to bring me go dinner with her and her 2 lovely and beautiful daughters. My eldest Godsis is having her convocation on that day, so we are having dinner together for her graduation and for my early birthday dinner. At first we could not decide on what to eat. There a lot of suggestions even when we are still in the car. In the end, we decided to go for Brussel's Beer Cafe babe! HAHAHAHA!!! Ok so cut the story short, we reached there at approximately, errrrr....7 o'clock. The food was served at about 7.15 pm...before that we took a few pics just to keep as a memory. For food, we called 2 plates of spaghetti, 1 plate of their roasted pork, 1 pot of mussels, 1 plate of garlic bread. For drinks, Godma ordered Earl Grey tea, Audrey jiejie ordered Hoehagen beer, Valerie jiejie ordered frozen margarita and me? I ordered orange juice><>

I woke up at bout 7.20 the next day and I straight went to take my shower. Came out bout 20 minutes later because I brushed my teeth also. Then went outside to sit awhile but I'm bored, so i went in back the room and found a rather interesting story book. So I read it la and went downstairs bout 5 minutes later. Then I had my breakfast with Godma at bout 10 minutes and after that we had a talk bout random things. More like Q&A sessions. Hahahaha...Then I used their laptop to go online for bout 45 minutes and then I off-ed it and went to disturb Valerie jiejie as she was having her breakfast that time. After that we went into the study room for her to 'study'. Ending up we played Scrabbles...and guess what...I can say I lost that game badly...no vowels...haiz. Then went down for lunch and talk again for a while. Then I helped Godma to set the hi-fi system she redeemed from the HSBC Bank with her credit card points. Luckily it functioned or not I will be embarrassed. Hahaha. Then went up back to start a new Scrabble game and went down not so long after for tea. Then Audrey jiejie reached back on time for tea. Hahaha. Coz she stayed in her grandpa's house because she got a class in the morning that day. After that we played mahjong. And I lost badly><. Then packed and went to the train station. The end...

Lifeless

2010-08-19T05:27:00.000-07:00

Ok...since I am so darn lifeless right now, I have decided to blog back. Haha. Tomorrow I have History paper...no freaking idea what chapter is coming out la. And I have no freaking mood to study at all right now coz I am missing her. Yes her. The Miss Friday. And yeah...I just freaking type ' Hey thanx for de ass' instead of ' Hey thanx for de add' Damn, Im seriously making alot of typos nowadays...haiz...save me somebody

Unbelievable

2010-07-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

today..woke up prepared to go for de temple cleaning for my moral's tugas amal...suddenly dad don lemme go..so i guess i hav every single reason to fail my moral in spm now don i?? hahaha...den after dat go school..pass de stickers to be sold..den go walk wit dem...after den rush to church...lol...cant beliv i walked dat fast..reached edi...saw Constance...or however u spell her name..after dat start la de meeting..den John told me i hav to sit down wit greg and russ..talk bout de futsal comp...ish...susah la..den go mcd lo...so fun..alot of happy things le today...got to hold sumone's hand for so long^^..haha..den walk back home wit russ...and sleep straight..haha

St John Marie Vianney play

2010-06-30T00:06:00.000-07:00

The play was on the 20th of June and it starts at 7pm. We, the whole casts, have to reach by 3.30. Reach dere do nth...haiz. den dey gimme make-up for one whole hour. Heck!!den go makan..den make up back...den change...den get ready on de stage...den start la...LOL...de pics down dere...not in de real position la...lazy arrange

I had a slight stroke

Selling sumthing to her

Same stuff

Hearing confession

Same

Talking to my own self

My 'bodyguards'

Who's there???

Disturbance by the devil

De stage

Me on a 'pilgrimage'

Lecture from Father Balley

Confronting Father Balley

Lesson from Matthias

Rejected by my own dad

Support from mom

Crapping to kids

Talking to her

Teaching kids

Cracking jokes on stage

Playing dere

Crapping stuffs to de parishoners

Same thing

Pain u noe

Asking for de way

Vincent and me

Stephy and me

Daniel and me

De whole group

No idea who is dat

De younger version of me

Younger me

The end

I died

Voiceover and me

Fiona,me,vincent and helena

Regina

jealous eh??

Old me

Christina

Regina and Edel

Make up for 1 hour

St.John Marie Vianney Play

2010-06-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

Well..today we had de St John Vianney play...and im acting in it...lol...and apparently im de St John Vianney...Pfft...cant beliv it eh...and apparently i did well in it...LOL...luckily there were'nt alot of people so im not dat nervous...estimation...about...600 people??phew..took pics wit lots of lil cute girls...haha...btw..dey are oni 7-9...LOL

I'm toast

2010-06-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

Mom caught me onlining till 5 plus in de morning...I cant sleep dat time so i jus read a new manga...i mean not reli new..its old...but for me its new la...LOL...its nice la...its de forth of One Piece...sum similar looking characters...both de main characters seems similar...haha...dey r reckless too...and dey will do anything to help deir nakama(comrade)...and now i finished reading it..so wat shud i do during de hols?

Condition of my heart

2010-06-07T06:31:00.001-07:00

So...dis is de condition of my heart...old and ragged...bad condition huh....

Im so lucky dat Jesus put a plaster in de middle of my heart to hold it together...or not...it will crack..and in de end...shatter into tiny pieces....but my sadness...it is peeling de plaster off...but luckily...Jesus used a super sticky plaster...so it is goin to hold dere for a very very long time....long enuf for me to calm down i guess....

Emo

2010-06-06T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hmmm~ so i broke up edi lo now...haiz...how bad can my luck be?? how long will i be sad?? will ever stop breaking up?? haiz...i guess de answer is for me to find out myself...T-T

Wat a tiring day

2010-06-05T06:23:00.000-07:00

Today woke up and wen to church...actually wanted to go wit sis wan...but she so slow...so ask mom fetch me dere oni la...lazy wanna wait

Practice.....Practice.....Practice....den finish...change and asked Ms. Helena Loh send me and Russell to de ktm station...den reached Mid Valley around 12.50...and met up wit greg and others at de cinema....hmmm~

Den wen to makan at The Chicken Rice Shop...saw greg's mum and dad dere....LOL...den makan...i tink i ate de most...lol...de normal pig me....wahahaha..den wen walk around...den wen snooker...den arcade...dang...cant even reach stage 4...rusty shiat...den movies^^...wen in jus in time for it...lol....

Den makan again....den emo...i tink i made sumone angry or sumthing...haiz...sry....den wen back....den hor...reach salak selatan edi...den...suddenly...got a loud boom...den fire sparks....den train's engine dead....den...cant start back....LOL....another train came and we enter dat train lo...den came back safely....haha

Favourite phrase for now....

U noe wat dey say bout guys wit big sword....nene

Midvalley

2010-05-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

Today wen out wit my Godma and my 2 godsister....woke up at 5.50 coz forgot to off my alarm in de other fon...stupid me....haiz...den slept back..hardly able to sleep back....den woke up at 9.15 and reached ktm by 10.10 and reached midvalley around 10.55...woots...im on time...i hav to reach by 11...lol...den we wen for our walk and bought a t-shirt for me...lol...den we wen to makan^^...wen to Madam Kwan's....nice man....quite delicious la...except for de curry laksa...haiz.....den wen to walk again....and wen to Machines and explain to Valerie bout iTouch...impressive...i can be a worker dere already...lol...explanation mostly comes from me rather than de staff dere...lol...den wen back...on de train saw Rachel, Shaleen, Eric, Shane, Leon...lol

De one on my right is Audrey jiejie...she is de eldest daughter...pretty rite??

De one on my left is Valeris jiejie...cute eh??

De one in green is my one and only Godma...Luv her

Day 39

2010-05-17T07:01:00.001-07:00

today...fuyoh...wat a boring teacher's day celebration...dats all i can say...den studied...swt....study also not all studied

came back...bathed..and wen late to mcd....guest came...wat to do...den wen dere....saw her feeling angry lil bit....though she is cute...but she don wanna tel me wat happened....all i can say is dat im useless...wat also cant tink...wat also cant do to make her happy...useless fart la me

den came back and sms-ed wit her....she is feeling better now...hehe...coz of my stupidness...lol

Day 38

2010-05-16T05:05:00.000-07:00

Today...wen to church...den wen for Sunday Class....den...wen to altar servers meeting la...lol...dat stalker seriously stalking me like mad...wen to my meeting room wei...den wen to makan...saw her again...straight call gang come cover me...in case she come disturb me....makan damn syiok...lol...4 servings...wahahaha...den wen to de practice....woots...disrt time people say i act damn gud....bwahahaha....

Came back and sms-ed wit her...i guess i seriously shud start studying a lil bit la....don wanna fail badly

Day 37

2010-05-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today...wen to church for altar servers practice...damn lil members lo...haiz....den wen to Greg's school...syiok...tell u guys la...honestly...u go dere once u guys can noe de latest gossip in Kajang....lol....no jokes wei...

Den wen to Mcd to eat wit greg and sumone la...lol...den wen back to church....and sms-ed wit her...till i come back...and wen to sleep...shiat man....shud not go sleep.....wasted....i hate maself...sumtimes i wish i can control time though...

Day 36

2010-05-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

Today...well...nth la...jus woke up...wit a sprain on my neck...wen to school wit it...endured few hours wit it...even took a pic wit it...lol..Sivik teacher edi last day teaching us...pity her...endured us like 2 months....sure she feels like in hell during dat period...haha....btw...grats...dat shows dat ur a qualified teacher...able to tolerate us...wooots...

Came back...put salonpass...slept...woke up..wen tuition...dang...headache is making me lazy to tink...mostly jus copied or asked Laurina....wahahaha...

Came back...eat...watch tv...den now online...and sms-ing wit her...she using her mom's old fon to sms wit me...hehe...but it is not pemanently solved...

GALILEO = GREAT MIND
EINSTEIN = GENIUS MIND
NEWTON = EXTRAORDINARY MIND
BILL GATES = BRILLIANT MIND
ME = MASTER MIND
YOU = ALWAYS IN MY MIND

Day 35

2010-05-13T06:47:00.000-07:00

well...today had pjk...dunno wat de heck happened....haiz....den...wen for de tuition...wrote a letter for her actually...but...saw sum 1 cent girl....ruined my day all together....coz of her passing by me...i din hav de mood to giv her edi...haiz...anyways....sry yeah..cant giv it to u today...will giv it to u sum other day k??...sry

Day 34

2010-05-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today...lol..showed mom my sister's blog...fuhh...de time i took to translate it...OMG...i painstakingly sacrificed my time to actually translate it wit dad....den saw de letter from esther..all de way from taiwan...btw...she is one my my family's fren when she was still in Malaysia...she wen dere to be a Camelite nun...not so sure wat izit...lol...she seems happy dere though...and she is goin to be a real nun soon^^...now i dunno wat to write for her in reply...and pics too...wat shall i send??

Wrote a so-called poem fro her though...hopefully it is nice...lol

Day 33

2010-05-11T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today...haha...Mr N again cant answer our question....swt wei...wat kinda teacher is dis...he is so slow dat we jus finished chapter 4....in add maths...'great' ei?? I wonder how i goin to pass my examinations dis time...din study yet....RIP...can die man...

30th may...Aunty Nancy and other teachers goin to meet our parents...haiz...sounds like school edi suddenly...

Kinda still cant get over it...haiz...still miss her like crazy....how i wish my prayers will be heard...tiny me in dis world...can hardly be heard

Day 32

2010-05-10T05:28:00.001-07:00

Hmmm~...today...quite a nice day...lol...got 2 present for bulan akademik...lol...cant beliv it ei...but i got second for chemist quiz...and third for water rocket ...lol...technical mistake i guess??

Wen to Mcd at usual timing..but cant see her dere...she was at JB dere studying mandarin....hmmm~...wasted...den hang out wit de usual JB gang....wen to Watson to play here and dere...lol

Kinda missing her rite now...

Day 31

2010-05-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

Well..today wen to church...den wen to de Sunday class...got my marks...62...lol...kinda gud...lol...den wen for play practice...lol...crazy....

Wen to cousin's wedding dinner jus now...kinda dissapointed....no red wine also...sien....i guess i might hav nightmare tonite...coz...de karaoke session during de dinner....err....les not say anything alrite??

Day 30

2010-05-08T07:01:00.000-07:00

Ooo...we hit de 'sweet' 1 month....cant beliv i manage to stand all dis crap....for one whole month....i won der how long do i hav to wait...i miss and luv her so so much...

Jus came back from cousin's house...bachelor nite..lol..tomoro wedding dinner...makan^^....favourite part...lol

Day 29

2010-05-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

hmm...today..celebrated sook ming's bday...den...had a chance to still chat wit her...kinda enjoying our chat...haha...den sum fella disturbed us...dang.....den wen sum other place...chat back wit her...haha...luv her so so much...jus so cute she is in my eyes....

jus came back from bowling....walao....damn sux edi wei me....play like....no comment....mayb coz of de lane....comparision of kajang lane and south city plaza lane....errr...les jus not compare stuff k?

Day 28

2010-05-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...today had pj...lol....quite fun la...and damn rusty lo my bkb....haiz....can die lo...next year sure kalah....dn cant go area camp le...in Godma's house dat day...mayb la...haha...but i guess mos probably im dere dat time...

Today...in tuition din manage to sit wit her la...haiz....miss her lo....

I miss u...how can i not miss u after so long being wit u...??if i don miss u...it seriously means i hav no feelings for u...which is totally not true....i luv u so so much....i cant wait u to come back into my life to colour my life...

Day 27

2010-05-05T03:20:00.000-07:00

Today...err..kinda forgot wat i did la actually....hmm...lol...wat to do...but i tink i can tell bout my feelings la...lol...missing her all day long^^....oh yeah...Mr N jacked himself today....woots...he cant answer our question...like lolz....

Day 26

2010-05-04T04:20:00.001-07:00

Haiz...today...i slept again during add maths...dang...i don wan to sleep wan...but...mayb de teacher is jus too boring....left like 20 more minutes...and dushhh...down i go...sleep edi...lol....sucks la...missed damn lot of add maths lesson edi....deadzzzz.....omg.....

After school got funeral...had to serve....no one else...Father George saw me also surprised...lol

Day 25

2010-05-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

Today...had de shock of my life...jus noe dat oral is today...lol...whole class not prepared...luckily teacher changed it to thursday...lol..so my choice of topis is....is luv at dis age appropriate or not...well...hopefully i won hav any stage frights on dat day...lol...my class got 22 people only including me...haha...it might happen though...

Den today saw her...feel so happy...den explained sum stuff to her..made her smile^^....yay...her smile seriously enlightens my day...jus luv her so so much

Reviews

2010-05-02T05:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm~...after 100 days wit u...i tink i seriously grew alot la...grew as in...mentally...first time got so heart-broken over a girl...u made me wat i am today...even though we have been through alot of difficulties...i still luv u no matter wat...coz ur de oni girl for me...i do beliv in dis...

Wen im wit u...i learnt how to be gentle wit girls...not to be so loud like wat i used to be...den...wen im wit u...i learnt more stuffs...hehe...thanx yeah ...

I love you so so much...

Day 24

2010-05-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

Today had de cathechism mid term exam...lol...kinda tough la...and haiz...no comments bout it k...den wen for altar boys meeting...lol...funny wei.....dey actually...don dare to talk a single word....haha...stupid...den wen for St John Marie Vianney play practice...hmm...not dat much people la...and also my partner not dere...not fun....haiz...den miss her...and tot of her...de pain...it hurts more den eva

Day 23

2010-05-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

Today woke up quite early...coz got altar boys meeting...for seniors and committee...lol...dis meeting is by far de best one ever...free food is provided...haha...drinks also...after meeting wen to play dota wit Greg and Stephen...haha...we won man...we kicked deir ass totally....sry yeah...don be sad...losing is part and parcel of life....

Day 22

2010-04-30T07:59:00.001-07:00

Today...wee..was anticipating for it la...luv today...coz its our 100th day anniversary...haha...Woots...den wen out wit her...spend sum 2 hours wit her la...yay...luv it...chat here and dere...crack jokes...and more...den wen to tuition....and guess wat...mayb...mayb...we managed to find sum solution...lol...mayb oni la...den...after tuition...wen to Youth Awakening in church...haha...not de worst ever...but...one of it la...lol

and de thing u gav to me...i will remember foreva...hehe...I luv u

Day 21

2010-04-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

Kinda frustrated today la...and also dissapointed la...din manage to win de water rocket competition thing...haiz...4th place man....damn sad lo...den wen to tuition...din manage to sit wit her......sad though...haiz...nvm la..den halfway Aunty Betty called me...lol...not fast enuf to pick it up..den she edi put down...wasted...dang

Day 20

2010-04-28T05:33:00.000-07:00

hmm...today i was practically excited for friday to come...loads of activities to do on dat day...happy^^...weeee~..den sejarah...FOC betul lo....dey say Islam teach not to destroy religious places even other people's religous place la...and yet....haiz...no comment

Day 19

2010-04-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm...today quite ok ok la...miss her...luv u k darling....den suddenly...out of nowhere....Wayne did sumthing dat made my day^^...thanx yeah Wayne...hehe...now kinda broed lo...was kinda hyper jus now coz of sumthing...which i forgot....les booty shake^^...woohoo...bothy shake booty shake...lol

Now i shall let u all noe who are are important to my life other den my family...they are 5 girls and 1 woman...woops...not dat ...shud be 6 girls^^

Ist one is my one and only...my lovely girlfriend....Sih Hui Ni

De other 2 is my cute petsis...haha...funny people

De 3 last ones are....*drum rolls* My god ma...and my 2 god sis...hehe...luv dem

all in all...everyone plays an important role in my life...dey are de ones dat made me who i am rite now...thanx everyone

Day 18

2010-04-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

Today...well..had nth at all la...jus wen out to buy sum pencil box for my bro...den gave huini her present...hope she likes it...hehe....den wen for tuition...sat beside her...chat wit her a while oni la....hmmm~...den wen to domino's to get ma food....bankrupt edi coz of domino's

Day 17

2010-04-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today...got my cash...woots...ka-ching....den wen to church...den come back..den wen to church again...my fren...reminded me of her...den makes me emo whole time...sry for not talking to u yeah...

Day 16

2010-04-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today...went to school for de stupid anugerah Kecemerlangan shiat...boring like shit...wasted like almost 3 hours of my life for nth...dang...after dat wen to Metro wit Yin Ying(senior)...cracking jokes on de car also...lol...sing songs...share experiences and opinions on certain subjects...fun...do all those while trying to find for parking manatau cant get parking so she jus put me down and she wen home...den kinda hav sum idea wat yo buy for her edi..^^

Day 15

2010-04-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

Today in school damn boring la...during BM..me and william caught an ant la..den we played wit it...den we stuffed it into william's pen...de ant damn smart wei...play dead and tricked us....TWICE!!...den after dat teacher said de rocket launching thing is postponed to next Friday...dang...if i noe dat is goin to happen...i don hav to rush it man....haiz

Day 14

2010-04-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

Today...I saw her sitting alone at Mcd..Wen to sit wit her and talk wit her abit...well...den wen to tuition...sat at de same place like last week...Cold like shiat-.-'...den suddenly i realised dat she will be cold also...so i jus held her hands and like at least can warm her hands up abit...lol...childish thoughts

3rd month

2010-04-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hehe...today is the third month of us being together la...kinda proud and happy of it...all I can say is that I love you...I miss you and I really really need you in my life...don't think so I can live normally without you...

Here I wanna say sorry to you in case I've done anything I shouldn't...

Sorry for forcing you at times

Sorry for being selfish

Sorry because I am so useless at times

And most of all...Sorry because you have to sacrifice at times

Hmm...hundredth day is coming soon...planning to so a ring or something like that la for her...hehe...shall keep it as a surprise for her...

I love you and miss you so so much darling....Please be patience k

And happy 3rd month anniversary Darling

Day 13

2010-04-21T05:42:00.000-07:00

Today had to stay back to do the water rocket. I'm teamed up with Mr. Wayne Liew. I guess the things are divided quite equally right?? Then today had the chance to sit with my lil sister....Miss Massuelyn Lim..hehe...And also had the chance to see the beloved girl...which is my one and only...the long awaited one...My girlfriend....weeee~...I love her...Though I didn't had the chance to chat with her that much today...But i guess half a loaf is better than none?? I love her...the words she whispered into my ears...I will remember them always no matter what...I love you darling

Day 12

2010-04-20T04:28:00.000-07:00

Day 12...kinda getting over de pain nowadays coz of my frens....thanx yeah guys...slept again for add maths...dang add maths sux lo...damn boring...coz of dat teacher...LOL...Mr N...kinda happy like crazy rite now...cant wait for tomoro...got to see her and my beloved meimei....lol...

Day 11

2010-04-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hmm..got to see her today...although din manage to chat dat much but...i guess half a loaf is better den none??...haiz...though i miss her...but i guess i hav decided la...missing her cant do much to help any of us...so im gonna try to tink of a solution...den jus keep smiling even wen i wanna cry??

Day 10

2010-04-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

Today is Pope's Day la..i served wit greg...russell...joshua...adrian...and benjamin...usual guys are me...greg...russell...and joshua...eldest ma...LOL...kinda still miss her alot...only tink of her wen im free...wen im busy...im busy...so...most of de time i will get myself busy..or jus go sleep...so dat i won hurt myself more...jus feel like shouting....yelling...and more..urghhh...schools...i appreciate dem now...lol...helps me to not tink bout it so much....i guess...if dis thing goes on for a year...den i tink i seriously will cry till...my eye bleeds

Day 9

2010-04-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm...mayb God arranged dis things for me and her to be able to tink back and reflect on our relationship?? Maybe la...hmm....though it hurts...i will still continue on dis journey...luv u

Day 8

2010-04-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

Day 8...and im sick already...cough and flu....fun^^....not!!!!! Can oni forget bout her wen my frens are around...other den dat...i reli cant forget her...wishing dat she will get fon back as soon as possible...Love her

Day 7

2010-04-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

Day 7...one week...cant beliv dis...i actually got over de 1 week...hopefully I can be wit her foreva...I luv her...feel tired easily nowdays...coz of emo...coz of emo i eat alot....sleep alot...and gets tired fast...i guess after dis im goin to gain weight

Day 6

2010-04-14T05:17:00.000-07:00

Day 6...i guess my heart bled so badly dat wen u cut it open...dere aint any blood left dere...i hav de chance to see her tomoro...i guess i might feel better after all...kinda feeling useless nowadays...cant do a shit....sleep in class always...slept in class again..during maths....hmmm

Day 5

2010-04-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today...day 5 witout her...cant beliv i made it so far witout goin crazy...today i slept in add maths coz its damn boring....pfft...showing off..LOL

Den kinda wanna cry la wen in school...everyone and anyone reminds me of her...how i wish i can jus cry and thus feeling better...

After school wen to happy happy wit de jerry to meet up wit Miss Becky...LOL...she grew...Wahahahaahha

Den slept...and jus...all of a sudden...i shedded a tear...den i jus reli reli cant stand dis anymore....all i noe is dat i wanna be wit u

Day 4

2010-04-12T06:34:00.000-07:00

De pain is seriously killing my heart...can sumone help to stop all dis...any suggestion guys?? Other den breaking up of course...

Woke up today thinking of her...witout realising it..i shedded a tear..hmm...reli wish i could jus cry it all out..wen to school and met my frens...felt a lil bit better coz of dem..Thanx yeah

Den wen to tuition and saw her..felt better....luv her so much...In my eyes she is jus perfect no matter wat....

After dat came back home and she sms-ed me...so i called her...she cried coz of sumthing...my heart melted at dat point and shedded my tears again...y?? y mus it be us of all de couples in dis world....y not sum other couples?? Anyways...i tried helping and told her sumways...and i tried my best to comfort her...i promised her i will be dere for her to help her no matter wat...will always luv her to...hope dat helped...and now...i am jus feeling emo...though i don reli show it

Day 3

2010-04-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

Today, woke up at 5..and straight thought of her edi...den wen to prepare myself la to go school for de Area Sports Day. Den reached school at 6...den i was cursing like mad coz im de oni one dere wen dey said be dere by 6 tomoro...Wtf...den sit dere alone la..den thought of her again...kinda hurts la everytime i tink bout her..after dat everyone started coming den all started to come together la...den wen to do de av and broke my nail coz of dat stupid wire....urghhhh...hate u wire...hmm...den sports...yada yada...kinda had time to not tink bout her la coz was busy...den wen makan...greg belanja kfc (thanx greg)...den results...we won keseluruhan...Woots...den here i am feeling emo

i will be patience...and do wat is necessary for us to pass wit flying colour in dis test

Tag

2010-04-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

[10 Weird Facts about Me]

dis is goin to be fun...

1. I kiss my bolster wen i go to sleep...LOL

2. I smell my feet once in a while wen im bored

3. I hav soft hands as a guy

4. I cant stand cold as a guy

5. I am so lazy dat I can even be lazy to go to sleep

6. I get emo for no reason

7. I am dumb and yet people say I am de other way round...and I don like people calling me dat

8. I don like people to call me by my chinese name

9. I can get bored even while I am chatting wit my frens

10. I took a very very long time to finish dis tag coz I don noe myself dat well

Day 2

2010-04-10T02:41:00.000-07:00

Hmm...yesterday had de chance to chat on de fon wit her...but we chat for bout 5 minutes like dat oni coz i kinda lied to her dat i am sleepy...actually im not...i jus don wanna chat dat long coz it will make we don wanna put down de fon...wen i do dat...i tink it hurts more den chatting alil bit wit her...

Today...mom said wanna clear de fish pond la...so wen to catch all de big fishes...kinda like help me to not tink bout dat thing for a while la....hmmm...i dunno how long i can stand dis...don tink so it will be long...might break anytime soon....hmmmm~

Day 1

2010-04-09T05:49:00.001-07:00

Today marks de day wen im goin to suffer emotionally like crazy...coz coz....coz her mom sumhow found out dat we r dating each other...her mom confiscated her fon away...which means....NO MORE CHATTING....haiz...cant even meet her dat often edi...coz...her mom don let her stayback witout any activities....ARGHHHH....dis hurts my heart to de max

Pfft

2010-03-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

Pfft...saw her today...dang...y mus come my tuition la today...got no other day???go thursday la...ur polluting my life...disturbing my fortune...and also dirtying my eyes la.....

Den...i cant beliv i did dis....i wen for mcd...wit my mom...oni 2 of us...OMG...wats wrong wit me edi....

After dat saw another hateful person....i guess she is created to be hated by everyone izit?? she pisses everyone off in a sec...de moment u see her...u will get pissed...dats how hateful she is..

Miserable day

2010-03-25T23:09:00.000-07:00

Well...today i guess everything jus seems wrong to me....firstly..i din even managed to play pj like last time....for one whole hour...played oni 30 minutes

Den...wen for hair cut....dropped down...like wtf...cant walk wei....den cant meet wit sumone....

Den lost in dat stupid competition for lempar cakera....like tuuts....all coz i dropped down....

Wat a day

2010-03-11T06:13:00.001-08:00

Well..today we had exams la...dis is like totally de funniest exam i hav ever took wei...we actually did dis thing...we exchanged notes rite in front of teachers...lol...den me and phoon copied la...like tuuts...he threw de note abit too far..all i did was jus wake up...go to de back..pretend getting sum stuff and den kik de note to my table...lol...den me and william was discussing a question..wen suddenly teacher came...i jus pretend to talk bout sum other topic...LOL

CNY

2010-02-15T20:00:00.001-08:00

sry for de late update and seldom also la...kinda lazy to update la...dats y...

Ok...so u all noe dat during cny i sure will gamble wan...but dis year....I din gamble at all....i seriously tink i am heading towards de saintly part of me....haiz...

Valentine's...hmm...din reli did anything la....jus...stay in house...roll on de bed....dats alll.....stupid rite

update

2010-01-16T05:12:00.001-08:00

here u go peiyee....as u asked...lol

80th post

2010-01-16T02:43:00.000-08:00

Woots...i hav reached my 80th post...proud giler...

Ok so de topic is like dis...

Hav u all ever wondered y de person who hurts u de most is de person whom u trust??Once dey hurt u...u sure go emo like crazy den mayb lose ur trust on dat particular person...am i rite??lol

Tiring day

2010-01-14T05:18:00.000-08:00

Ok..started of today wit school..after school is prefect meetings....got a shocking news...Norman said i am reliable...lol..joking, not dis one...its every form will take turns to handle de assembly...OMG....meaning sumone from my form will hav to giv command up dere...meaning we nid sumone wit a loud voice...meaning no one...ARGHHH!!!! den after dat wen to st john meetings...tak pasal pasal kena down....i tink i down 5 oni my shoulder pain..sumhow injured it...wth....skip skip...den ewn for comsquad training...mine u..im not in it...jus dere to help dem(be de casualty)..den dey training kawad i also nth better to do...so decided to run de whole bkb court...its about 250 metres la...combined wit de volleyball court...so around dere la...ran like 15 rounds..coz nth to do edi...before dat...i also practice to shout la..try try...see can or not..and broke my voice...was speaking wit a very funny voice...haha...den wen up..rested a while and saw Mr. Teo..and asked him to teach me...how to shout la duhh...and he gave me sum tips and wen wit him for jogging...ran another 3 rounds of de football field...meaning another 1200 metres...wth...all together i ran 4950 metres today...so if i add wit walking...i tink i run and walked around 5 km to 6 km today...woots....

Tuition

2010-01-12T06:18:00.000-08:00

Second day of tuition...not bad at all...haha...Except for de fact dat dere is sum3 person in dat class...haiz..kinda like making me feel rather akward...wat shud i do man???any ideas?? save me...dere is other class...which is on de saturday oni...but dat class got another sumone...wat la now...funny izit...mus play me???Fine...ill do wat a smart guy shud do...act dumb...and go wit de flow~..see..me is a pro...LOL...

Anyways, before tuition was in de McD la..saw Ms.EVELYN...omg...din noe dat was her...sry yeah...i mean err....i noe la..after a while...took me few minutes...or more to register into my brain dat is u...hehe..and u used my fon...i tot u wan to call to australia...heard wrongly mus be...mana tau call ur mom oni...wat da...i nid to sharpen my hearing skills edi

After dat wen to tuition...wen in and saw frens...and another group of frens...and i was basically sitting behind 2 groupd of frens and between another 2 group of frens...wat da...complicating..was kinda enjoying it....till sudenly sumone walked in....shizzzzzz...screw la..shall forget bout dat person and jus study oni la

1Malaysia

2010-01-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

Omg..i cant beliv my own ears wen i heard dis from my mom...apparently sum people(83)decided to demonstrate bout de 'A' word..wat de...and den dey burnt 3 or 4 churches...one was burnt down la...de other 2 or 3 was saved..if i am not mistaken la...wat da tuuts...apparently...dey also say dat dey will smash cars wit rosary or holy scriptures in it..wat da....

And dey said...dey will lose deir dignity if dey lost de case...lol...apparently...dey said dat we cannot use de 'A' word coz dey were afraid dat dey might accidentally enter de church and den heard de 'A' word and might tink dat church is actually a mosque...wat da...

Moreover..if u say dat is how u call ur God...u hav like...i dunno 99 names to choose from to describe that One God.

My favourites are Ar-Rahman (The All-Compassionate) and Ar-Rahim (The All-Merciful) .   swt eh...

And so much so for being 1Malaysia wen de goverment don even stop dem...lol...y am i stuck in d 'best' country and Goverment ever????Sumbody save me

Sunday class

2010-01-03T03:39:00.001-08:00

Ok la. Today first class..Mayb teacher and us not so close yet so rather quiet...but din reli expect it to be dat quiet though. Den since we got nth to do..obviously we all chat la... wat else...den Andrea was like comparing her nails wit Laurina's...so i decided to show mine since mine is rather nice la...haha..and long too. Den she took out her manicure set thingy thing and did dat on one of my finger....LOL...now rather smooth la...one oni k..not all..nice to touch...wahahahaha...swt..becoming more girlish now...

2009

2010-01-02T01:46:00.001-08:00

Ok...since people been blogging bout 2009..Lemme join de fun too. Dis year started of wit school wit dis bunch of people...

jokers rite???jokers as we r...we still did well in our PMR k

Den February, had my first love. Though it only lasted a while and it hurts, but its still part of de memories i cant let go of after all dat has happened coz I learnt sumthing from it. Other den dat, i also hav my basketball training wit de usual gang la for tournament...always kena from ah wong coz he tinks i don do de routines...and i do it k(routines are=3-5 field of bkb court,3-5 field of football field,5 rounds of running up and down de stairs and more)

March...my exams and my stupid dengue fever la...had it for de second time. Broke up at dis month..lol and also had my lung infection after dat and my basketball competition and also my prefect camp...lol..

April, nth else...jus more fun and more studies goin on in school.

May, my mid term exams and also..err...lemme tink....nth..LOL

June.......and my grandma passed away dat time...i remember i had to stay awake till late at night for de candles

July.... continued wit my studies as well..

September, ahhh...epic-ness..my bday..got 2 times of free-wack and also starting to get serious for PMR

October....lol...PMR and den pure enjoy-ness in house...worked la in McD

November...stopped working and den de Youth Leadership Camp wit dem

learnt alot of things from this camp and also learnt to be a better me and also learnt lots more la...lol and oh yeah...got one more camp in dis month too

my form 3 sunday class's camp...woot..learnt alot of things from here too..and den a week after dat i hav my year end class parteh

hehe....nth much to say..we r jus dumb

december...pure boredom in my house...got my laptop and also got my PMR results...got straight a...woots...den christmas...yay..den new year...den de end...LOL

All in all, dis is a very memorable year. Learnt alot from dis year and also grew up and learnt to face de challenges dat are coming my way. And also learnt to enjoy more often

Happy New Year

2009-12-31T07:51:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everybody. Its finally 2010 now. At last 2009 has ended which means a new story has been unfolded. A new adventure has begun and hopefully it will be more exciting den de previous ones. More new frens to meet and new subjects to study.

Rite here i wanna say sry to those dat i hav hurt and done sumthing wrong to u all. Do pls pls forgive. And to those dat hav hurt me, i forgive u. Hav a happy and blessed new year

New Year Eve

2009-12-30T09:07:00.000-08:00

Dang it...new year is like less den 23 hours more wei...and i still haven tink of sum nice new year resolution. Well i thought of a few la..such as

1.Don be so forgetful

2.Don be so emo

3.Be close to those who always throw party..so i can go...LOL

4.Study!!!!

De third resolution rite...kinda dumb...coz, i always am not invited for parties la...so might as well start be close wit dem...lol...despo to not stay in house. I wanna go out.....pls invite me for parties la sumone

But nevertheless, i still learnt from dis year la.

Such as

1. Never ever get a gf??

2. How to lead my teammates to complete disaster

3. How to at least strum de guitar

4. How to communicate wit girls...lol

5. And last but not least....learnt bout myself more and more as each day passes by

Outings

2009-12-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at around 8.35 and prepared to go for altar boys practice jus to find ddat no one is dere....lol...den help de uncles to do de 4 wheel drive for de procession later in de nite. Den wen home like around 2 and received a sms str8. Its from Sara who jus came back from Sarawak and is goin back tomoro...she invited me to hangout wit her so i agreed la. den eat lunch super fast and bathed super fast also...den walked to metro point and found her at de secret recipe...ordered a blended cappucino or sumthing la...den wanted to pay wan..she go pay for me..damn paiseh...den wen bowling wit her, Rachael Lazaroo and Anushia. Its like 34.50 or sumthing la...den wanted to pay wan...but Rachael say no nid...after day i won wit 70 points...lol....den wen for snooker...took my own sweet time to end de game...took me like 20 minutes....while wasting like half of it...lol....den ate..actually more like looking at de food la...malu wan to eat...3 girls la...and me alone..wat do u expect...den wen for another round of snooker and i lost dis time..coz i took super long to end it..it seems like dey improved alot.....after dat wen home..prepare go church,,den procession..den wen bowling and lost all 3 games...lol

Merry christmas

2009-12-24T10:09:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everybody. I jus came home after de mass in church and supper. Haha. Today was super rushing wei. Simon came pick me up late. Den wen dere and rush to set de mics straight. Den finish de caroling edi straight rush dere and keep it since mass is rite after dat. Den wen up and sit la wit Greg. Saw Mr. Varna and Mrs. Varna and Mrs. Ryan and also Miss Hui Xin. Den saw Mdm Cecelia and also Prakash or sumthing la his name.. Kinda forgot wei. Den yada yada yada. Den finish edi wen for merry-christmas-wishing. Den wen to disturb de 'Varnas'. And wen home. LOL. actually, during de mass. got an sms from her and asked if i could call her later, but she said no. Coz she wasnt ready for me to call her. Haiz. Nvm. Shall try again. New year mayb. Den wen out saw sis, took a pic of me...which is like dis

stupid eh...lol. Den wen mamak wit family and sis accidentally took another pic of me...which is like dis

don ask wat was i doin...coz i don even noe wat i am doin dat time....

anyways...shall sign off for now k...

PMR results..

2009-12-24T01:35:00.001-08:00

LOL..got my PMR result today la and its err...rather gud. Got straight a's. Err...feeling rather bad la for those who tried hard but din get de result dey ever wanted...so so sry yeah.

So today, i woke up and den prepared myself to go take de results la. Den my mom was more excited bout getting de result bout me la...lol. Den reached school at 9.45...wat de heck. Den waited like crazy till like almost an hour...den got de results edi...i was like..OMG...wats my result goin to be...sumbody save me...den...ta da..my turn came...and i was like..ok ok..chill...wen to write de name..den teacher is finding for my slip and ta da...teacher is smiling and says congrats...den i was wondering y...till..i got my results..den i looked at it and its like dis....bm a....bi a....maths a...science a...sej a...geo arghhh, skip it first, my worst sub...kh a...so dat makes it all 6 a's so far...den ta da...wen to geo and thank God i got an a for it...so lemme count back...err...7 a's...yay.....den i was like WAT DA HECK....u kidding rite??..how can i get 7 a's??? I din reli worked my ass of for dat result wei....mayb i am jus pure lucky....thanx for all de wishes again...and for those who din get de results dey wanted...don be sad k...try harder during SPM

Im back

2009-12-20T19:47:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah...dis feeling is so gud...i hav been missing for like few weeks la...and now at last i am back wit my brand new laptop. Cool eh?? If ur jealous wit it, sue me den. Haha. De reason i hav been missing for like few weeks is coz my old laptop(eldest sis's) spoilt coz of me...lol.

Anyways, i guess most of u all edi know dat de result is coming out on de 24th eh. So yeah, i am kinda excited bout it la. Wanna see how bad i did la actually. I noe i did badly, but hopefully i can get wat i expected la. Hehe

Compsquad Training

2009-12-07T08:04:00.000-08:00

So today got dis training la for de compsquad in de morning. Basically i hav to go coz im de casualty which means dey will be treating me. So wen dere exact 8 and saw our L/C Lavendra and Private Choo and Aiman la. Den waited a while for all de other members to get here and we start by going for a jog around de field for 5 rounds. Don wanna mention bout de jog here..its pathetic. Haiz. Den start case. All ok la. Second training oni la. Wat u expect. Den wen dey wan put me on de stretcher time. Damn scary lo. Dey almost drop me wei...omg. Den dey wen for kawat. For no reason i hav to join and kawat wit dem...lol. Den after dat finish edi la. Den wen makan makan and wen back home la. Lol. Nex training is on Thrusday...everyone is invited to come and join...lol..jus joking

New Moon

2009-12-02T06:20:00.000-08:00

Watched New Moon yesterday wit Russell, Greg, Celest, Charissa(Celest's sis), Alex(Celest's sis's bf), Clement(Celest's bro), Timorthy and Danial at Midvalley. De show starts at 2.40 la. So me and Russell decided to eat around 12 plus plus den go take train str8. Ended up i din eat coz no mood. Den we reached dere like around 1 la. After dat we felt hungry so wen for food hunting. LOL. Den wen to de cinema at 2.20 like dat la. Saw Timorthy and Danial den wen to talk wit dem la. Den Greg and his chick and others reached on time..dey reached at 2.35!!. Dey r super pro wei...dey shud get a time management class or sumthing la. Den wen to buy popcorns and drinks and wen in str8. Dey bought de tickets earlier and we got de very last row. Cool. Den movie started. All i can say is dat damn potong la dat movie. Half way through de movie. Suddenly de whole cinema light up back and den de video stopped. De person in front was like' wat de heck, im not goin to go out'...den suddenly ok edi la..den Taylor Lautner din kiss Kristen Stewart. Potong la wei...suddenly oni Edmard Cullen call. But all i can say is dat Taylor Lautner's body is hot...108 degree celcius...lol

Fly.fm

2009-11-25T23:26:00.000-08:00

I heard dis thing...dey said:

Study is so boring, anything and everything can be more fun den studying. Onlining, counting hairs on ur dad's balding head and LISTENING TO FLY.FM...Woot..woot
But it is not fun wen u fail ur papers. Aww..so study now people and enjoy fly.fm later...lol..

Dat statement is so true wei...anything and everything can be more fun den studying...other den counting ur dad's balding head...coz my dad's hair is super lot and its like dis

now u get wat i mean??? wish me luck...^^

Moral value

2009-11-25T05:03:00.001-08:00

Once upon a day, there was this young boy named Aaron. He is a very youthful, cheerful and energetic boy. He is smart and active in his sports too.

One day, he saw a beautiful young lady of his age. His heart started to pump very very fast and he starts to blush too. He quickly ran away and hid himself away from her. He then asked himself y did he do that. Few weeks later, he saw her again and he did the same thing. He asked his best friend if that is love. They told him to muster up his courage and go tell her his feelings towards her. He saw her again the very next day and he walked up to her and decided to know her well. They exchanged their phone numbers and started chatting with each other.

Times passed by quickly and now the girl has fallen in love wit him too. So one day, Aaron decided to tell her his feelings. And she accepted Aaron's love. Years later, they broke up with each other because the girl was cheating on Aaron. Or so it was.

Aaron's life cam crushing down after they broke up. He does not smile anymore. He did badly in his exams. He even starts to play truant. Until one day, one of his friend came up to him and told him about her feeling. He told the girl that she is not suitable with him. He is too guilty and do not go well wit her. Days later, Aaron's body was found right in front of his ex's house.

Moral of the story is do not get into a relationship at this age as it will spoil your life......

Lucky day

2009-11-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

As de titlte said it all..today is really my lucky day...i got lots of happy stuff happening to me la..and in a few incidents..haha

Incident 1:

As i was cleaning my bedroom(changing de bed sheets,mopping de floor and stuff la). Suddenly i got a message from Maxis...and guess wat..i got RM3 from dem for no apparent reason..lol

Incident 2:

While i was playing DoTA, i managed to own de opponent wit sum joker whom i don noe dat well...lol...lucky eh??

Incident 3:

I jus realised my wallet got more money den im supposed to hav.....lol...wat a miracle

New Moon

2009-11-24T10:40:00.000-08:00

Weee~ cant beliv New Moon is finally comin out dis Thursday...im gonna watch it wit frens nex friday..which is like errr....10 MORE DAYS....gahh...cant wait for it...am wishing dat i could at least call a gurl to go out wit me la since it is half romance movie ma....dang...victor stop wishing la and start calling people...lol

nth else to say..shall sign off

Tag

2009-11-22T23:56:00.000-08:00

FOUR NAME THAT YOUR FRIEND CALL YOU

1. Vick
2. Victor
3. Fatty
4. Cow

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DAY IN YOUR LIFE

1. 9th September
2. New Year
3. Christmas
4. Chinese New Year

FOUR THINGSTHAT YOU'VE DONE LAST 30 MINS

1. Chat
2. Watch videos
3. Online
4. Drink

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY

1. Going out and have fun
2. Online
3. Play games
4. Shopping

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FOR YOUR PAST

1. A guy
2. A gurl
3. Another guy
4. Another gurl

FOUR GIFT THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE

1. Money
2. Fon
3. Laptop
4. Clothes

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES(currently)

1. Sleep!
2. Online
3. Eat
4. Dota

FOUR PLACE THAT YOU WAN TO GO FOR VACATION

1. Japan
2. Canada
3. USA
4. London

FOUR FAVOURITE DRINKS

1. Milo ice
2. Ice Lemon Tea
3. 100+
4. Chocolate drinks

FOUR THINGS THAT CAN FOUND ON YOUR BAG

1. Dust
2. Air
3. Microorganisms
4. Fon??

FOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS

1. Black
2. White
3. Pink
4. Purple

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS

1. Shopping complex
2. McDonalds
3. Church
4. Anywhere but my house

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH

1. My com
2. Human
3. Secret
4. Someone la

TOP FOUR THINGS SPECIAL FOR YOU

1. Fon
2. Laptop
3. My bed
4. My Food

TOP FOUR THAT WHO WILL ANSWER YOUR SURVIVE

1. Sumone
2. Sumgurl
3. Sumguy
4. Noone

TOP FOUR REASON THAT YOU ANSWER TIS SURVIVE

1. Bored
2. Nth else left to do
3. Got tagged
4. .....

THE 10 PEOPLE IM GOING TO TAG

1. Christina
2. Becky
3. Mayyie
4. Celest
5. Greg
6. Queenie
7. Anyone
8.No one
9. Sum one
10. Everyone

Hurt

2009-11-16T09:40:00.000-08:00

OMG...i cant believe im seriously still up rite now wit my tiredness and like few hours of sleep recently..mayb i cant sleep coz of sum things dat has been happening to me drastically since a few days back la...i dunno y la..God seems to be testing me to my real max at dis time..though i may seem happy at times..but deep down inside..i jus am hurting badly...sumtimes i wish i can be like a small kid la..living my life as innocent as ever and not knowing a thing and don hav to feel stress nor hurt...mayb i will get hurt la..coz din get de toys i wanted...lol...but i guess i cant turn de time back don i??Unless suddenly my small and tiny brain starts to tink and suddenly manage to cre8 sum time machine out of luck and den travel back..but i will still be stuck in dis body of mine...haha...so i guess it won happen den...

Deep down inside me rite now..i reli feel like bursting rite now...been holding back on my tears for quite sum time edi..so like..it may burst anytime real soon...but i will try to control it till it bursts...been hurting my heart for such a long time..i wonder wen my heart can like be back like las time...and here i want to say sry for those whom i hav hurt unintentionally or purposely...so so sry yeah

Tag

2009-11-16T09:25:00.000-08:00

1. What have you been doing recently?
On9 and camps...and also sleep and eat..as usual

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
real seldom..oni wen necessary

3. What happened at 10am today?
still sleeping

4. When did you last cry?
few days back

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
yeah

6. What do you want in life now?
Str8 a for PMR and a happier life

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Depends..

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
Sleep..chat and text msg

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
normal ones la

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
its empty rite now...jus oni delete it..haha

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i don tink so

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
surrogates...freaking old..i noe

14. What are you proud of?
proud of staying up dis late doing tags

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
nth..its empty rite now

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
love story

17. Do you have any nicknames?
vick..vicky...vickito...and pig

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
nth also

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
real early...11 plus

20. Are you currently happy?
nope

21. Who gives you the best advice?
my teacher...owe her lots

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope...dats err..sumthing real bizarre for me

23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?
las nite ah...no one

24. Is something bugging you right now?
i guess so

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
myself..i laugh at my own lame jokes...cool^^

26. Do you like yourself?
a lil bit

27. You want $5 or $10?
i wan 1ooooooooooooo$

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
super stupid to be precise

29. Who is your best best best fren?
err...les see....bro i guess

30. What will you do if you like that girl?
get close to he and noe her more

31. Who are your favourite stars?
err...not sure la

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
at times la

33. Do you had even stead before?
errm..

34. What type of girl do you like?
friendly...

35. Now are you single/attached?
single..

Pass this tag to 10 people !
1.kong
2.brian lai
3.sim
4.evelyn tan
5.fanny
6.christina
7.hui xin
8.massuelyn lim
9.may yie
10.greg

1. Would you date number 5?
yeah gua...haha

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
NOOO..my wifey

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend.
oh...cool

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
i will start bashing her up and shout for help...lol..jus kidding..ill ask..nid any help to find things?

5. Number 1 is acting weird
he nids help

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut
OMG...i cant imagine de outsome

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.
sure..i will luv to go

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar
noth of us cant enter also...lol

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
catch u later...lol

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
i will stop de car...and den...tell de cops dey are after de wrong person

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
ooo..cool

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
walks over and sit together and start chatting...as if i dare

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
chat wit her la..since i don sleep also

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
dat will never ever happen

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
err...giv him sum advice???

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
runs in and den scream like a gurl

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
cool...grab de koala and den slam de door

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box
ooo...get de xbox and start playing and den forget bout her

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
sure la i lose..haha

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
OMG...ur so thin wei..and u say ur overweight???

21. Number 7 looks lonely!
talk to her i guess

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
leave him alone den

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
ooo..walks in and faint de moment dey say 'surprise!'

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black.
ooo..don waste money on it la...wasting..ur hair colour now is nicer..haha

25. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
go out...see him and runs over

26. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
go and comfort her??
27. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
ooo...fun..so nice

Form 3 HFK 2009 Camp

2009-11-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

Our camp was on de 14th of November(Saturday). All of us are required to gather in de church by 7.15 am on dat day. So I decided to reach dere by 6.45 and I managed to do dat. Saw few frens. Talked around and den called Branden(speakers) and asked him to come fast. Den after 10 minutes like dat saw him and den said hi and he told me he wans to go say hi to 'Mom'. So i like ok la. Den all of us wen in de bus and den we had our breakfast in de bus(wasted my time cooking my own breakfast). Den after like 45 minutes, Russell suddenly nid to use de gent's and so wat we did was get a toilet break Haiz. Den we reached our destination which is Methodist Centre, PD at around 9.30 la. Den put pur bags den we started our very first session. Marcus talked to us bout de history of church and brought to our realisation bout de importance of Gos to us. It was real deep and mos of us was like trying to understand it. So he kept on like making it easier for us and things like dat. Poor him la. Den It is followed by Branden wit de talk bout saints and angels la. He told us bout sum saints and how holy dey were wen dey r still alive. Den he talked to us bout Sephyrum and angels and more. It was rather interesting coz i've never a talk bout it be4. Den we had our games, All ice-breaking games la. As though we nid it coz we noe each other for so long edi la. Nevertheless, we still had fun knowing each other more la. Den comes my favourite part, which is lunch^^. After lunch we had another session bout sins. Both Branden and Marcus talked to us bout de 7 most deadly sins and after dat we break into de group of boys and girls so dat we can ask any question we wanted to. Den wen into our room and we played football in front on de hall. Suddenly outcomes de owner and told us not to play dere. After dat we decided to hang out in de canteen and dats when we saw de gurls playing UNO. Den we all also go disturb la. But damn poor Alex la. Her cards were like being spied all de time by us. Wahahaha. Den we took our dinner at around 7. And after dat, we played 'pepsi cola'.

Den we had sum healing stuff, and dere i go again. I dropped another time. Lol. Den de washing of de feet. We hav to wash de feet of those whom we hav hurt be4 or those whom hav hurt us be4. So I wen round de whole hall washing people's feet and hugging people. Den after dat we had de night session. So we all basically blast de whole hall wit music and danced around la. Den stopped and everyone dere wen to Brendan's room and den he told us stories. Wen i was on de bed. I basically stretched my leg and den people starts to put deir leg on top of my leg. Boys and girls also do it. Haiz. De most at a time was 10 legs. Lol. Den all decided to go to sleep since it is edi 3.30 dat time. Walked de gurls to de dorm den headed str8 to de dorm. Den suddenly, Laurina called me and told me dat she got locked outside wit Andrea. So i pulled Marcus along and we planned to stay awake de whole time until de room is open la. Fortunately, Karissa's itchy leg decided to go out for a while so dey were saved. So do me and Marcus. Lol. Headed back to de dorm and den had a guy's talk wit Russell and Michael and den crashed str8.

I woke up at 6.30. Im de earliest in de dorm to wake up. Den tried to wake Russell up but i oni manage to wake him up after 6.45. Den had our bath and mos of us were freezing in de washroom. Its super cold wei dat time. Den wen for our breakfast and den we had a stroll along de beach. Wen dere and threw sum stones and skipped it a few times. Den ran along de beach wit Russell and den we wen back home. Wen I was at de beach. I dunno y i felt dis sudden emo. So i wen emo wen i was at de beach. Den had our very last session and den we shared our thought of de camp and den wen to pack and prepare for de Mass and den wen on bus. Wen im on de bus, I slept str8.Reached Kajang at about 12.45. Which means we hav around 15 minutes be4 Mass. Den saw de Lavene after Mass. She asked me sum rather personal question. Den had sum gathering at de breakfast corner. Chit chat a while and wen back home. Lol

Frenemies

2009-11-10T03:01:00.000-08:00

Well..its so obvious dat dis lil tiny word is being used widely in de conversation rite now for no reason. Well i don remember see-ing de word frenemy in my 3 kg dictionary jus nex to me but nevermind, i shall check it again*checking*....ding....yup..its not in dere. Haha.

To me personally, i tink dat frenemy is sumthing like err...dat person is ur friend but he/she is now ur enemy..but u guys are competing healthly.

But dere are so many meanings of it. Sum is like frenemy means dey were once ur frens but now ur enemy due to sum unknown reason. Or mayb dey were ur enemy but dey suddenly become ur fren but ur u still wanna take precaution steps so dey are called frenemy...i reli dunno la...its reli up to u guys to decide wats de meaning of frenemy...i shall sign off for now..wahahaha

Outings

2009-11-06T23:50:00.000-08:00

Today i wen for de altar servers training la..after dat chat wit John and Joshua...after dat saw christina den i help to do de board la...do halfway wen to czip lee to get sum stuff...after dat wen out hav a 'walk'...after dat wen makan....lol..so fast le...makan dat time around 2 la...finish makan at around 3-.-'...slow le...well we were chatting and cam whoring like crazy...so yeah lo....had a great day...haha

SORRY

2009-10-21T09:24:00.001-07:00

Well, i accidentally like make sumone mad at me wit my big fat mouth again. Gosh. I mean like u can be mad at me but,pls at least tell me y. Im so sry again. I will try to be an angel wen i talk to u again..i promise

Sumone

2009-10-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

Gosh..i jus cant stop missing her since i come back from de camp. During de camp, we are so close yet so far away. I wish i could hold u in my arms dat time, but i noe it is a dream dat won come true. Too bad for me, all i can do now is to watch u from far and jus pray dat u may one day feel my existence.

Anyways...wats up wit lala's man. Do dey exist, i mean like i cant even differentiate dem wit de normal human la. no difference la dey all.

Superb camp

2009-10-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

I jus come back from dis Youth Leadership camp organised by my church dis Friday. It was held at Dominique Villas, Genting.

1st day
Wen church around 4.50 pm and den saw Natasha(de leng lui) and Shaun Lim(de leng zai) but dey are not couples la. Haha. Den greg arrived la. After dat waited like till 5.30 oni de bus arrived. Den wait for Juan for like 10 minutes oni de bus starts to move. Haha. So basically we were trapped in de jam and we wasted like 3 hours++ on de bus. Reached dere oni str8 eat den wen for our first session and de second ones. It was reli funny wei. De speaker's name is Alvin. He like play wit us always and jokes and always tell us his experience la. Which i found it quite nice and interesting. Btw i saw Brandon, he is dis guy whom i started to noe of las year in a camp conducted by him. Den wen to sleep like around 1++. Was chatting wit Greg and Shaun.

2nd day
We woke up at 6.30 coz wan to bathe and prepare for de breakfast at 7.30. After taking breakfast, had sum prayer den sum songs. Den we play de first game(Simon says)its quite different from other Simon says. Since it is conducted by Brandon, we noe all his tricks. In de end both of us won de game la. Den de talk, den tea. After dat sum talk again. Den lunch. Den sum game again. Its real funny. We had a gud time laughing at dere though. After dat we had dis group project things. So was taking advantage of Natasha(neighbours). Ask her write. After dat dey prepare us for our night activities. Den we rush up and change, sum bathe. Den i rush down and hav to do de AV systems. Im de oni guy dere who noes how to do. Den got de mass. Celebrated by Father George. After dat was dinner. Den we wen back room to chill first. I took out my shirt since it is reli hot. Wen to de balcony and saw Natasha downstairs. She was like" Victor, u not cold ah??" Its freaking hot dat time. Den she saw me topless(Not her first time though). Den sum dumb guy came out and disturb her so i ask her to go in back in Mandarin(for her safety). Den wen down. We hav sum prayer and sum songs. Den de hav dis inner healing session(sum sort of prayer over where we let de God come into us and heals us). I first tried dis las year. Was conducted by Brandon. Dey did it dis time wit de tongue language(sum language u speak out but u dunno wat it means aka Godly language(not everyone can get it)). If anyone falls down, it means dey are resting in de presence of de Holy Spirit. So my first time was real suckish. NO feel. But dis year, I broke down in tears. I was goin to fall but i resisted. And my face was real red, sumthing like wen we put our face near de fire like dat la. Damn nice lo de feeling. Den had cum chit chat wit Brandon till like 2+

3rd day
Woke up like 6.30 again. Feel damn lazy. Den wen bathe and breakfast as usual. After dat dey did sum prayer over again la. And dis time i dropped wei(was saying i sure won drop earlier). Den after dat had sum sharings. Den lunch. Den one more talk den ciao back home lo. Reached Kajang like 5++. Den now missing de camp like crazy

Hang out

2009-10-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

So today i wen school, play basketball. den ciao back home. After dat wen McD wit greg and de gang and his beautiful and lovely chick. Den makan edi go play bowling. Saw dem do deir things den feel kinda jealous coz i got no gf. Haha, play de bowling also cant play well. Finger hurt. Den wen walk around. Den wen ayza yam cha. After dat wen back home. On de way home saw a beautiful rainbow...haha. Haiz, wish i could get a gf

2009-10-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

We had BM1&2 on de first day of PMR. Well basically its real hard for me since it is one of my weakest subject. I almost cry in de exam hall though coz it is real freaking hard for me...

On de second day, we had BI 1&1, Science 1&2. Well, basically de English paper is super easy for me coz it is my best subject though.Haha. But de Science is real hard la. De paper 1, deir drawing dunno like wat wei. Den de paper 2, de questions not from textbook at all. Wat de heck

Third day, We had Geo and Geo alone. So its easy for me. Mayb coz it is reli easy, dats y. Haha.

Fourth day, OMG. We had Maths 1&2 and also de History paper. Well Maths was kinda easy for me. Me, Kong, Lai, Boey, Tong, Er, And Meow wen out early after paper 2 for our lunch. Coz we all over-confidence edi. Den its history time. Seriously la. I see no future in studying history at all. It does not have any promising future in it. So wit dat type of mind, it made de history paper hard for me. Haha

Las day, we had de KH(Perdagangan). Me, Kong, Lai and Joshua came out early again to go to de Midvalley coz we r overconfidence again. Wen to KFC to wait for Josh;s mom fetch us. Suddenly i realised my fon was wit one of de invigilator. So me and Lai rushed to de school Meanwhile Kong and Josh wen to midvalley first to get de tickets. It took us 45 minutes of journey to travel from KTM to de school and back to KTM. Coz Lai was trying to delay de time for him to actually meet de JB group for an unknown reason. Reached Midvalley. Found both of dem and de JB group. Dey wen in de cinema and de 4 of us wen to makan at de McD's. We also saw de convent groups. After dat its our time to go in de cinema. We watched surrogates. Its real nice. I recommend those of u out dere who haven watch it to watch it. Haha. After watching movie, we wen for a stroll and a game at de arcade. After dat we sit for awhile and Lai wen back edi. After dat around 5 like dat we start to get our ass to de KTM station. To our surprise, de first train was real pack, so we waited. Den suddenly dey say got train spoil or dunno wat at Rawang dere so will dela. # of us agreed to rush in wen de nex come. BUt it was so full dat u might faint in dere. So we waited for de nex one. But de nex one din come at all. So we took a taxi. As de dude dat can speak in de mos language dere, i asked de taxi driver and he say around 30 bucks so we agreed. Den wen we reach de Cheras toll edi, Kong's mom called him and ask him to stop at de Esso near de KPJ Hospital coz she jus oni come out from de ward due to a dengue fever. Den after dat, Kong;s dad sent us all home. And oh, de taxi fare was 28 ringgit. And also i took Lai's bad home since he forgot all about his bag. Obviously we din take any pics coz we r jus way too lazy for it. Haha. So long for now^^

The I Do's

2009-10-13T10:33:00.000-07:00

Dear frens...today u are invited to witness all my 'i do's'....so here are de questions witout

1. Do u feel happy after Pmr?I do
2. Do u feel like slim down? I do
3. Do u feel like sleeping? I do
4. Do u feel like dieing? I do

Dats all....got bored

Merdeka

2009-10-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

Well today marks de day wen im actually free back...haha coz my 5 miserable days of PMR has finally ended.

Well basically me,lai and joshua wen to Midvalley after our KH paper today...first we wen to Kfc wait for johs's mom fetch us go his house to change den oni we go KTM.... reach dere wen MIdvalley duhh..den bought de tickets for surrogates...was kinda wishing to see more peoples dere la but it wasnt as much as i expected though...

After dat wen arcade awhile...den ciao la...waited for de train for like near an hour and still we cant go in...so took taxi instead

ok now im goin to type merdeka 7 times...u all can join in though to symbolise our freedom..

MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA

Mcd Kajang

2009-09-13T00:53:00.000-07:00

Watch dis video in Mcd kajang by my frens...

and also dis....de same buy different people

09-09-09

2009-09-10T23:11:00.001-07:00

I guess today is a very auspicious date...coz dats my birthdate..lol...obviously i got freewhacked...twice to be precise. Once from frens,once more from st john members...den..err...nth else to say bout dis auspicious date

Emo post

2009-09-06T03:48:00.000-07:00

I luv u,
coz of ur lovely smile,
coz of ur pretty face,
coz ur smart,
coz of ur beautiful soul.

I nid u,
to colour my dull life,
to bring happiness into my life,
to luv u,
to be by my side.

I wan 2,
hold u tight,
always protect u,
be with u,
kiss u,
and to hug u,
to tell u dat i luv u everyday and everynite.

2009-09-06T01:39:00.000-07:00

Ok changed my dumb layout after so long...gosh. Btw i hav a new blog.. its www.vick-adventure.blogspot.com...haha